It. Has been a year all I can tell you was worst year of my life .Ido try But I love you so much it is Hard .you will always be in myHeart.Joe Phelps has help me a lot . His wife. Died ln January So it must be hard for him His son is very ill as well so lshould thought before but that is putting myself first l love you so muchThat is why it hurts Well my one and Only love goodnightMoMoxxxxxxxxxxxxxx